sorry

Sorry is my mantra, and I will have to use it now.

I'm sorry for this shitty update. I was crying/moping for the past few hours and am simply too tired.

I know many of you have offered a listening ear when I get into this state, but I feel too unworthy or uncomfortable to ask anyone for help....to rely on anyone

I was reading a book about perfectionism and it kinda started this mess.

I'm not perfect enough to call myself a perfectionist. I imagine people scoffing if I told them I was.

Goodnight readers, sorry again

Peace, love and veggies,

Alex