So today I have no idea how many calories/grams of sugar/grams of fat I've consumed. I haven't stepped on the scale (or the Wii fit body test).
I got to just...be.
It's so fun and exciting and scary and liberating. So much more time to think about things other than my weight/diet. I had to stop myself from reading a couple labels and examining myself to make sure I could still feel bone (I know....but old habits die hard). However, I recognized what I was doing and stopped.
I went and browsed a bookstore, got a mocha frappuccino, met up with a friend, took a random nature hike/adventure.
I got to think about my future in a positive way. I thought about philosophy, art, random facts, goofy inside jokes, relationships, the environment. My eating disorder could hardly whisper.
So, here goes another math free day! Wish me luck- this feels amazing!
Peace, love and veggies,
Alex
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