Loved myself
Snuggle with my beautiful puppy and kitten
Write about it online believing someone, somewhere will read it
Remind myself of all the people (and animals) I love and care about
Think of each of those people (or animals) and feel incredibly grateful
I don't believe there is a who
It's a "what"
Apathy, ignorance and cynicism
Writing....sort of
Let's see....
Probably when I attempted suicide.
I took a massive medication overdose.
I was hallucinating at the hospital, believing that my organs were shutting down.
I saw a vision of my Mum, and then heard a voice saying "I'm sorry, she's gone"
Then my "Mum" began to scream and sob.
I screamed that I was sorry.
and I still am.
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